Polyvore madness....made me late for work

NYE 2010 by highteighblog featuring hoop earrings

What a Great Holiday

Jesus and my Granny share the same CakeDay!  This was a hectic Christmas at work, hauling toys without a sleigh, making sure all the kids got toys and clothing. It did my heart good though, if I didn't get any gifts for Christmas I was totally ok with that. I don't think i've honestly ever felt that way. I always anticipate that holidays and gift giving and receiving. This year I was just looking forward to being with my family and spending QT w/shhhh.  Especially since I spent Thanksgiving in TX, and missed out on all the food. But it was worth it seeing my Dad.  
S/n I have to go to work today after being snowed in for a few days , nothing about that place excites me. I thank god I have job,I'm gonna do my best daily. BUT I am filling out applications daily. Especially since my Hunny fixed my PC :)

Life . . . . it just happens

Is life really meant to be figured out? Mannn so many thoughts and ideas rape my brain ..especially when i'm working, sleeping...trying to sleep.Ive written a book in my head, I read it in my sleep... sooo hear goes nothing:

Did u see the soul train awards... I did, lost count of how many times. I love Ms. Baker  s/o to PANDORA.  .. exhibt A : Freddy Jackson that guy is NSFW....exhibt B the show made me want new music like a new Adele album. running to buy The Sea when I get a free paycheck. I think it'll make me happy, either that or I should be able to at least clean up or drink a bottle of wine to it.

The Shhh! guy is still in my  bubble, his smile makes me smile, his laugh makes me laugh, I'm putting good energy out for us ..hope I get it back 

....I miss my friends alot, or do i just miss the times we had, or where I was in life then?

Man i'm 28  single as in not married...No kids on the horizon...shhh! and I are committed

I often feel like I should be commited, apart of me has died chasing my little girl dream, not i'm just chasing pavements....things are hard ..set in stone ....my faith hasn't reached jackhammer status....s/n i dont obsesses about these things .....more patience is a goal

I spent every weekend in Nov. doing something.. it was hectic I like to keep busy , it relaxes my conscience and forces me to live in the moment. 

I think alot maybe thats why I tend to tune people out or cut them off in conversations..... Inside I predict the what ifs and assess risks..its a terrible habit! There is a child in me that is deathly afraid to take risks....I sweat and go into mental overload when I don't feel safe. 

Happiness is good in small doses...lately i've been using all my happiness for others! I know some people who are simply wonderful @ life.

pouring into my glass to make it full

All White Party

Must -Haves if  I was going to an all-white party.

With an unlimited budget :)

You can THANK ME NOW

DRAKE, what an unexpected surprise....my pandora stations are as follows: Anita Baker, Monica, Brandy, Eric Roberson, Janelle Monae, Solange....I thought Drake was just a know catchy young money dude. How wrong was I ? I saw bits of his "When I was 17" and gained a new respect for him. And his huslte, honestly I really like his CD.  It is absent of the overly sexist lyrics, apathetic emotions, and doesn't read like a excerpt from the wire. Hooray!! The beats are calm, too many I like all the songs. Im glad he's recognizing "fancy" ladies, instead of money grubbing hoes. Love the struggle about changing and being who he is now vs. who he was before the fame.


Heavy Rotation; Fireworks, Karaoke, Light it up

Tis the Season for weddings

This is the time of year for weddings. What to wear is always an issue. First off are there really rules? Some people say you can't wear white, or black. Well I  sayy it maybe a little impolite to wear white considering the bride. But if your going to you ex's wedding white it is!! j/k kinda....anyway here are a few looks that I would definately wear to a wedding. These are the types of place/themes I had in mind. Can you guess which dress?

Themes/Locations

• Preppy spring outdoor wedding
• After 5 
• Traditional
• Bohemian
• Miami

Highatus (hiatus)

If you ever enjoyed a post i'm sorry I been gone so long.... Alot of new happenings going on in my personal and professional life. I also wanted a new layout for my blog. To no avail. ..My head has been swarming with plenty of new blog posts so im going to update a few today and a few in a couple of weeks. My internet is out so my time is limited.